WTF

why is is that your so sure you can live without a person and when something or someone comes and that person may leave your life you get deprest and you feel sick and you have like a horrible feeling in the pit of your stomach. I dont like him but the thought of him leaving me makes me whant to cry. i dont know why i´ve know him less than a month but i dont whant to stop talking to me i whant him to stay and talk like we do. could it be i´m starting to like him. i dont know and i´m scared of that i don´t want to do that i want to stay the way i am i was fine with out him so why does it feel like i can´t live without him.