DOFL(dying of fucking laughter)

Why does it hurt so much like it fells like my hear is on fire and i hate it i mean its not heartburn OK anyway like just thinking that he might be with her hurt but i guess i have to let it go i gave good advice to my friend that is going through something similar but the problem is that i cant follow my own fucking advise and like my Friend i wish that i could go back and change all that happened. NO! even better i wish i never would have met him that way i wouldn't of gotten hurt he thinks that its stupid that i´m scared of love.WELL MY FUCKING BAD FOR BEING STUPID he knows just about all my secrets he should understand why i fell like this but he doesn't he just bitches at me about it you don't think that maybe i wanna change that maybe i want to fell good about loving someone. but what ever go ahead and go to her i only wish i could do that go to some one and fell save with them but i guess it'll never be you and i guess it will never happen.......

The End

i broke up with him. ha ha. wow. yea. uhm i don't know why tho, i don't know if it was because i realized i didn't love him or because i realized i DID love him and was scared of what was going to happen. the point is its over and he just wished me luck and hopes i have fun. i laughed yea that was EXACTLY what i wanted to hear, it showed me that you don't and DIDN'T give a fuck about me or our relationship. so thank you very much. thank you for all the shit you put me through and thanks for not caring makes me fell great, makes me feel so LOVED yea hopeful i find someone better that you that can love me for me and i can grow to love them.

another chance

i cant believe were gonna we together for three week i mean wow i never thought that we would stay together for this long Sean still wants to go with me bu i mean I'm not going to cuz of all the bullshit we went trough i mean our relationship was total shit so yea, and he wants me to give him another chance yea NOT gonna happen EVER cuz i mean why should i?

stop loveing me

you say you love me but you really don't you say you´ll be there for me but you really wont you say all the things you think i wanna hear but all you do is make me fear cuz i know that one day soon when i wake up you´ll be gone along with the moon i tried and i tried not to fall in love with you i stayed out all night with my crew but you never got mad you always forgave me and now I'm dreading the day that you'll set me free i can go one without you and even tho you say that too i know its not real and i know your just lying but its better if were apart so imma be trying, and trying and trying to get away from you and i hope you do the same too. cuz if we continue this were both gonna cry and were gonna get to sad and fucked up until we wanna die. so before i completely give my heart to you please try to stop loving me too.