hate

Is hate what i would call this feeling? Yea it is, i thought i would never find something or someone that i would hate more then myself but i was wrong. Every night i think of diffrent ways i wish that you could die, so many things i wish i could do to you. So you could fell the rage and pain that i felt all these years, and the blessed day i finaly snap and kill you i will do it with a smile on my face and in my heart. That blessed day i will trully be happy, and not only that I will find peace again. Every fucking tear i shed every drop of blood i bleed i will may you pay it sevenfold.

update

uhm, a lot of stuff has happened. My sister left because my "dad" hit her in the mouth. I was about to also but decided to postpone. He got into an argument with my mu the other night. He keeps saying he want to leave go ahead none is stopping him and if he goes my sister comes back. its a win win. go ahead go you provide more problems then solutions. The only reason why you have food to eat and t.v. to watch while you sit on your ass if cuz my mum is working not that they pay her a lot with her money and mine we barely live by you had a thousand and in two days i was gone....on what? FUCKING BOOZE. so please STFU we hear you, you cant wait to go. okay well i hope you get that money you´re waiting for so you can go.