hate

Is hate what i would call this feeling? Yea it is, i thought i would never find something or someone that i would hate more then myself but i was wrong. Every night i think of diffrent ways i wish that you could die, so many things i wish i could do to you. So you could fell the rage and pain that i felt all these years, and the blessed day i finaly snap and kill you i will do it with a smile on my face and in my heart. That blessed day i will trully be happy, and not only that I will find peace again. Every fucking tear i shed every drop of blood i bleed i will may you pay it sevenfold.