bullshit horseshit and ever other kind of shit

Fucking bullshit that you only pay attention to me when i do something wrong and that you turn a blind eye on what they do you don't fucking see that they start it all you see is me.All you see is all the shit that i do wrong. You don´t fucking listen to me when i tell you something and when someone else tells you the SAME DAMN THING you´re like ¨Oh, no one told me that.¨ Bull fucking shit! Then you don't even tell your fucking kids anything let them run wild and then talk about other peoples kids. I know now that you are from here because your a fucking hypocrite. I hope to god or to whatever there is, I hope with all my strength that i NEVER become like you. You call me a bitch and crazy, but they way I am is all because of you and your husband, and at least I have the edict to not say anything about you. But one day I´m going to tell you and I think that you know it too, but when that day comes that's the day that I will snap and worse things WILL happen so if you know that day is coming get ready because I AM crazy and that's the way i was raised so remember that when i cut the strings that tie us together and that's also not the only thing I´m going to be cutting. When that day come I´m going to tell you all the shit that I never told you. I´m going to show you all the scars, all tho most are gone now and my body is accustomed to the cutting because when i cut there is no trace of it ever happening within three days, and i will show you the pages of my diaries and how you can´t really tell what is written because of all the blood. I´ll tell you all the things I coudn´t tell you all there year. I´ll tell you all the shit you don´t know. I´ll tell you how for a while i dreamed of killing people because i was so pissed and how those dreams were so horrid but im the moring when i woke up it was as if i would of had a wet dream. Murder turns me on, blood turns me on. I hope your proud of your daughter, and remeber what I am is all because of YOU!