feeling

I´m confused. (no really?!)Okay I mean there is this guy he is a singer his name is Jamie Madrox and i think he´s cute you know? But saying that is just saying something what worries me is that every time I see his picture my heart starts racing and like i don't know i miss like I´m going to throw up, but not in the bad way, i don't know what to do hell i think if i ever would meet him i would throw up and then faint, but i really REALLY want to meet him. It´s never going to happen tho...but I'm happy just looking at his pictures....